I've had the firstlings of a story in my head for a few weeks now. This is the preface to whatever this thing might be... it's set in the world of Shards of Tomorrow. I hope that the formatting works :)
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Kirby was a lonely bot.
That was what he
had decided after 300 years. Lonely was the correct adjective. While he
wasn’t given to melodrama or excessive use of adjectives, and he avoided
adverbs as a matter of principle, Kirby had to ultimately acknowledge that
lonely was the most appropriate descriptor. Precision mattered. Lonely was
precise.
He had been bound
before. She was a lovely woman, kind and well-mannered. She cared about decorum
and fashion and precision. Her name was Lanya, which was a lovely name. He had
truly enjoyed saying it, and hearing it, and being in the presence of the
creature that bore that name.
But, of course,
she was dead. The Windswept had crashed here on Banquo’s Tooth 814 years
ago. None of the mortals survived, and most of the bots were destroyed in the
terrible event. It had taken several decades for his memory banks to move all
of his experiences with Lanya into deep storage. Even now, he had pangs of
something when he thought of her, although he assumed this was some error in
the programming. However, he also accepted that, since he had not been able to
bond to another mortal in the intervening 8 centuries, his systems were
dredging his deep storage for some semblance of mortal life to affix to.
He was a bot,
after all. That was his purpose. No mortal = no purpose.
To be fair,
Banquo’s Tooth was not entirely devoid of options. Crystal Wyrms were mortal
(he had learned from the corpse of one he saw on the Veth Tundra three
centuries ago), and he could theoretically bond to one of those. They exhibited
some cunning. They wouldn’t wear silvered gowns and drink ganth champagne, but
it was better than nothing.
A Crystal Wym was
also better than his only other option: a Mirdan Scavenger. Those tribal
warriors were always upon him, trying to bludgeon him and skewer him and crush
him. Just last decade, one had caught him at close quarters with a blast rifle
and he had lost an arm. Kirby had tried to re-affix it, but he needed parts
that could not be found on Banquo’s Tooth. Theoretically, the ruins of the
Windswept may have contained such parts, but that was on the far side of
the Veth Tundra, where dark things now dwelt.
That was not an
option. So, he carried his lost arm strapped to his side, making do with the
one arm he still had. It was, mathematically, fifty percent better than no
arms, although metaphorically was thousands of times better.
The starships
still passed overhead frequently, presumably headed for the dark side of the
moon, although Kirby no longer attempted to hail them. For several years after
he first noted them, he spent every moment in the same pursuit; he would put
all systems in passive mode to maximize scanning. When a starship entered the
44-kilometer range of his sensors, he would hail the ship: he broadcast
greetings in 142 languages, reflected light from the surrounding crystalline
landscape, waved his arm with vigor (although never vigorously, since
that was an adverb), and imagined the Lady Lanya at one of her dinner parties,
trying to get the attention of a noble from Iago III. No ship ever answered his
hale, or slowed its passage, or gave any indication that it had heard or seen
him. However, the ships gave a glimmer of hope, and that was better than
nothing.
Better than
nothing had become something of a mantra. Everything he had, everything he
found, and everything he experienced was better than nothing. Nothing was the
only other option; all he had to do was disconnect his own central battery
while leaning over a cliff or at the bottom of some frozen ravine, and it would
all end. He would cease to be.
Kirby was still
looking for purpose, he finally decided, and would not be satisfied until he
found it. Thus, when the faint beacon from the buried ship registered on his
scanning system, he felt a tinge of purpose. He had to wait three days for it
to ping again, but he was nothing if not patient, and three days was a small
sacrifice at this point. That second ping gave him a location: 48 meters
east-north-east and 21 meters under the ice, where the icy layer of Banquo’s
Tooth’s surface gave way and its crystalline crust began.
Eighteen days and
six pings later, his arm’s digger attachment hit the second engine turbine, and
fourteen hours after that he had dug his way to the upper access hatch.
Three minutes and
twenty-eight seconds after that he first saw Sky Stalwart. As you might
imagine, he bonded immediately.
A Stalwart and a Kirby! The universe has a certain poetry to it, eh? This was a great piece, Doc, and as always, I remind you that I would read (and that means purchase!) entire works of fiction by you set in any of your universe! In fact, I've finally started writing, inspired by your Doc Stalwart "issues" format.
ReplyDeleteThank you. I am starting to think about releasing serialized stories of like 5-10,000 words on Amazon at maybe 99 cents a pop. I like working in shorter narrative chunks, and I think Amazon would give me some more visibility. For example, I think my Doc Stalwart stories hold up really well, but nobody can see them because I have them buried in a far corner of the Internet. Rather than giving them away for free, I might take them down, re-package them, and try to sell them on Amazon. Maybe put up the first one for free as a trial, and then package them in groups of three stories (or so). I think I've found my narrative voice, and it doesn't read or feel like derivative SW fan fiction to me at all. I thought the Timothy Zahn books were okay, but they felt like a fan writing - there was always this pandering to the original movies ("Luke remembered - this was just like that one time on Bespin. Yeah. That was awesome.")
DeleteAmazon has that "Kindle Vella" format for serialized fiction now, and I've read one story so far that way and really enjoyed it. It's for phones only, at least for now, as it's focusing on "reading on the go," etc.
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